Between picking you up from your classroom and arriving home you said chuqu wan about 20 times. You were saying it last night after dinner too and I had to take you to the balcony to show you it was dark outside and talk about why we couldn’t go out to play then. I have seen your class is playing outdoors a lot and I am happy you like it so much. I know I will need to make sure we get out together on the weekends when there’s no other plans to go out. Maybe I can give you a little playground time before we leave school sometimes too. I wish there was more time to enjoy together. I hope we can let you do things you want to. It is hard when you get upset because you don’t understand why we don’t let you. I think the only thing that saved me from a tantrum today was that Eddy met us by the bike as we left school. You and him played for about 5 minutes, then you were more accepting when his dad and I both said time to go. You two were funny. He is teaching you to jump and you get very excited trying. You also showed him how to push the bike and make it beep. I also just temembered that before that, as we took the elevator down, you showed me the bands in your hair and told me about Eddy wearing one too. I love that you have so much live for your friend.